Taming Sari is my passions * Dancing Club*

       

      Taming Sari is a Dancing persatuan dekat UiTM Arau. I just entered the club last semester because of my friend, Taz! Actually, i do dance when i were in Primary school *time kecik kecik dulu lah kan* Bila masuk uitm mmg nak masuk persatuan menari, so time part one pergi lah Annual Grand Meeting diorang dekat LT. First time pergi AGM , I saw sooooooo many talented dancer in UiTM. On that night juga diorang buat audition and ramai yang try menari on that night. Tibe tibe rasa nervous and i lost myself confidence!! Pelik juga kenapa tibe tibe hilang confident kan?? Memag lah takut sebab ramai orang lagi pandai menari dari kita kan? adoiii. Diorang semua very talented macam pernah menari untuk negeri apa semua, ME???? only in primary school wakil sekolah and Gombak then buat  small charity show in some event kan? Lepas tu apa lagi cabuttt lah, since then my dream to be a dancer gonee! because of my less self-confidence! GRRRR. So, I entered Pentas Digma which actuall a Acting Club macam persatuan teater lah kan? then suddenly I asked myself whether " Boleh ke aku belakon?" haha. Tak pernagh ada experience pun but its okay lah kan? why not give a try. since then, I just watch those girls and boys dekat audition tu sekarang dah menari in many shows and event and the best part is diorang dah pergi menari luar negara. It called IMTG-GT ( Indonesia, malaysia, thailand) , best kan diorang dah menari dekat thailand and it is actually a good experience for them tau. nak buat macam mana tak ada rezeki kan? Nak tahu diorang menari berapa tarian dekat sana? about 10 to 11 tarian diorang kena menari and hafal! Crazy lahhh! Then, tibe tibe Taming sari ada buat show under MPP dekat dewan semarak called TEST, since that day that moment I saw them dancing on the stage and it reminds me when i used to dance *tradisional dancing* ! macam recall balik zaman zaman menari dulu kan, ye lah kalau nak menari sekarang kan dah keras dah lama tinggal kan menari. Seriously, danciing is my passion. when i danced it will make me feel happy and it is just like between me and the melody! Bila menari dia akan buat kita rasa tenang and  I am myself when I'm dancing! Lepas je tengok diorang menari terus I asked Taz, macam mana nak masuk ppersatuan tu haa? sebab minat sangat tengok diorang menari. Taz cakap pergi je studio ikut diorg menari everyday bagi commitment selalu. Lepas tu, dengan rasa malu nya i went to the studio and started to know new friends which they are truly good and skilled in dancing. WOWWWW! Like it or not I have to face it with my courage no matter what because I LOVE DANCING! Since then, every night pergi training tarian dekat studio. dah macam routine hidup dah. haha. TAPI yang penting I'm happy for myself! I told myself its okay ,if tak dapat menari untuk apa apa event ke apa, just pergi sana untuk belajar new things, new steps, new tarian. Kira macam untuk menimba ilmu tarian lah kan? LOL. Soo, I always set in my mind that I want to learn more and try to develop myself with new skills. Never had any intention to go menari luar negara ke, event ke, show ke kan? because i know i am just a freshy and i need to learn more. 

       Since that great starting , tibe tibe they asked me whether can i dance for SUKOL  nanti, at that moment i was like OMG, kena menari lah macam mana ni? dah lah tak pandai menari tak hafal steps lagi ni, ! Time  tu mmg kelam kabut lah kan. But it is actually a challenge for me. so, i take it as my challenge and i have to improve myself. Lama lama, ada lah show show kecil kena buat and kena menari. Memang best lah budak budak taming sari. Diorang ni very helpful but at the same time of course in any persatuan ke organizations  ke mesti ada problem masing masing kan? tapi tak apa, it is not a barriers for me to keep stay in this persatuan. Eventhough, dah menari for some event and show but still I need to learn more.. Best tau menari ni macam macam taraian baru kita dapat belajar nanti. Kalau nak menari mmg kena ada this three basic which is Inang, Zapin and Joget! Inang mmg susah sbb dia sangat lembut and kena tongek *fuuuh* , honestly i hate zapin sbb zapin SUSAH and LAJU! tapi alhamdulillah sbb dah belajar step baru and kawan kawan tolong sikit sikit bolehh lah, joget basic lah menari joget kan, kena tongek juga! Nak menari ni diorang tak evaluate whether you guys boleh hafal stepps ke lembut ke ? TAK TAK! diorang tengok dari segi Posture !! Tahu POSTURE tu apa? Contoh macam badan you all lah kan, diorg akan tengok badan korang ni ada posture untuk menari ke tak? Because POSTURE bi very very important . Dia bagi kita nampak originally dancer cuma kena banyal belajar untuk lembut kan lagi badan, hafal steps and more lah. I guess till here je lah kot nak cerita pasal Taming sari. Siapa yang rasa rasa minat nak menari tapi takut buang rasa takut tu and have faith in yourself insyaallah! 

P/s: Tarian memang susah tak tipu tapi bila kita minat semua jadi senang! betul tak? nak share some photos bila masuk Taming sari ni hehe

I think i need to blogging starts from today ! Don't you think soo?

       Dear blog, to be honest i dont really have interest in blogging pun, but yeah sometimes when u're bored then it will make  ur boredom gone!! Since now is on bulan Ramadhan, so i'll grab this opportunity to add more stories in my blog. ermm, where do i start now? To many stories that i had missed to tell in my blog but lets cut it short. Boleh?

        Last mid-term break, i had have fun with my family and friends. I went out shopping with my sister , Tyra Tan and we tawaf the whole sungai wang together.  haha, it was a tiring day yet i had fun. Actually, less went out with friends, spent more quality times with family. I watched movies with my mum and we went for karaoke-ing! I really missed those moment. lol. Act, mummy have a very nice voice. *not bad mummy* It were the last day of mid term break,  suddenly i dont feel like going back to Araustralia!! * sad faces* I told myself not to cry in front of mummy and daddy. soo, i kept smiling in front of them but started to cry inside but what can i do? it is my responsibility to get into that bus and off to UiTM ! SOO SADDD! Whenever I felt sad, mummy's words will came out from my mind "kakak you should bersyukur sebab dapat future study , not like mummy and daddy tak ada peluang untuk study!" whenever I thought of those words I breakdown and cry . I realized that it is true, bukan semua orang dapat peluang untuk future study and i need this to get a better future. soo,   balik lah arau then since balik tu terus tak ada selera nak makan, homesick, study pun tak concentrate. I dont know why, i kept crying and crying and crying sampai kawan tegur "kau okay ke tak okay ni?" nak buat macam mana kan? kita dah homesick soo, menangis je lah samai lebam! Lepas tu, dah lama lama sikit okay lah sikit. bak kata Syue, Mentally breakdown! apa yg breakdown pun i tak tahu, hehe

        Masuk masuk je minggu pertama lepas cuti, ambik kau test and quizzes berDERET !! GRRR. Memey aku stress lah kan? haha. Kitaorang pun struggling nak study lah nak buat term paper lah! dah lah term paper susah nak buat , grr!!! Study study study sampai lebam LOL. Then, quiz costing okay lah, test Mgt okay lah, test costing okay lah, test law okay lah open book tapi ACCOUNTING really really makes me crazzzzzyyy and mentally breakdown after done the paper. Weyhh, soalan susah gila bhai! seriously tak tipu and i got confused and blur while answering the questions! Habis je paper, keluar dari BK pergi toilet terus menangis. Iasked why am i crying??  it is because  i answered the paper soooo badly!  since masuk UiTM tak pernah menagis sebab buat test ke apa ke. but this  test reallly really make me sick of doing accounting. I told myself, "this is not gonna last long and habis diploma mmg nak sangat tukar course to business.' btw dah bagitahu daddy dah, daddy kata pikir baik baik, sekarang just focus on ur studies. SOOOO, here am i studying and try to get my courage back because i"ll be a dead woman later if I didn"t find my courage back! 

         After a few days, im getting better and better! good girl kan?? Lagi lagi nak start bulan puasa dah kan? so, I pun niat nak be a better person since bila puasa ni. mana tahu kan,tibe tibe dapat ilham. kan kan? Tu lah, niat itu penting kalau kita nak betul betul berubah boleh tapi yang penting kita kena lah sentiasa berdoa and try jangan tinggal solat. as a human being yes we had done so many sins, so pada bulan ramadhan yg mulia ini. I started to solat and baca Al-Quran and start to muhasabah diri lah kan? Cuba korang try bulan puasa ni , try dudk kat rumah and jangan pikir nak makan, tapi pikr apa akan jadi nanti?? banyak banyak baca al-quran di bulan puasa ni okay?  sooo, Selamat Berpuasa Semuaa! 

Angry Bird vs Cutie Bird

          Dear Angry Bird, you're the best angry bird ever. Thank you for always be there whenever i needed one. I got not chance to say that I do really appreciate what you have done for me. I just wanna share this story through my blogs.

       First of all, hello angry bird..The story began through BBM(Blackberry Messenger) , I have never met this angry bird before but one day he PING me and through BBM-ing we knew each other. Since then, we always PING and On the phone all night long. To be honest, he is a very flexible person and easy going . Angry bird really know how to entertain me and make me laugh. He's the best angry bird ever. We got close and we do tell story to each other because he is a very good listener and he'll always lend his ears for me. yes, it is through he is a nice guy,kind, loving, caring and also good in playing guitar as well. Its almost everyday we OTP at late night, he always accompany me whenever I'm stayed up to get my assignment done. Sincerely, he is really a nice guy but its just that i couldnt love him more than a friend because I already told myself that he's better to friends rather then having a serious relationship. I'm truly sorry angry bird its just you're too good and too kind . Its just me! I couldn't bare to loose you as my bestie a.k.a Angry bird. whatever it is  , You'll be in my heart as my angry bird. Since the day that he confessed, he truly have changed and to be honest I do really missed our old routine. I really hope that you could read my mind and understand my situation. He always said I'm okay lah MissTAN but actually he's not . So, i'm just letting the time to decide which is good and which is not! and plus he always sang a song for me, he'll record a song that he sang and send it to me. He has a very nice voice and he is good in playing guitar as well. Whenever I'm sad he'll cheered me up with his song !! I really missed those moment with angry bird. Please angry bird! please dont change and remember you have promised me something. You'll always be here angry bird and look at my smiley face , It will cheer u up ! Thank you very much for everything angry bird. You're the best ! because of this Angry bird game, it brought you into part of my life in UiTM. 

Lots of love, Cutie Bird <3
   

One day before Mid-term break!

Friend or Foe

      OMG, Why should we faced all this problem through high school , University life and also working time??
Did I do anything wrong in my past? seriously, To me yeah people  make mistakes all the time but we need to learn from our mistake instate of repeating the same mistake again. I just don't understand why. To get through all this nonsense we need to be strong and just live our life. Getting a friend is easy, but getting to know them better is hard because of their not being themselves. We're friends why should we get jealous of each other?
       We should be proud of ourselves and also to our friends. Guuyyss, We're as a friend DON'T ever get jealous of each other because it will affect us later. Trust me. Firstly, as a friend you must always support your friends and never leave them behind. Stop with all this nonsenses about getting jealous and bad-hearted because it is not good for us as a friend. For example, we should study together and gain more information together so that we will achieve our goals together. In study we can be competitive, but we have to do it in a healthy way and it will motivate us to be a better person. We're friends and we're not an enemy!! Secondly, never do bad things to ur friends this is because when we do something bad to our friends one fine day we'll get it back but in a bad way. Yeahh, true friends is temporary but seee, we're all teenagers and we need our friends to listen, talk, hug, comfort us. And why should we back-stabbed our friends which is not good. I love all my friends seriously no matter what but at the same time I hoped the same thing from them. Lastly, Trust and love in friendship are important. And It is a "MUST"!! Don't be our enemy, we love each other, be with each other when one of us need a help, study together, have fun together. From there you'll gain all the love and care among ourselves. Please guys I know I'm not as perfect as you think I am, This is based on my real life and I learned a lot from my experiences and I hoped that this wont happen among my friends again. Friends is not everything but you know what I meant right? Live your life and Don't ever bother about what people talk about us.

PENTAS DiGMA

SINOPSIS PENTAS DiGMA

      PENTAS DiGMA ditubukan pada 18 September 2009 dan merupakan sebuah lembaga gerakan maha siswa UiTM Perlis yang menekankan dan memperjuangkan dunia seni teater.Sama ada teater tradisional atau pun moden & mementingkan aspek dari segi teknikal bagi perjalanan sesebuah pementasan. PENTAS DiGMA merupakan persatuan yang bernaung di bawahUnit Kebudayaan UiTM Perlis. Teater Hantu Hantu Yang Saya Kenali merupakan tapak permulaan yang mencetuskan langkah mula dan aktifnya kegiatan teater di UiTM Perlis. Teater tersebut juga telah berjaya mengharumkan nama UiTM Perlis ini sendiri kerana secara tidak langsung pementasan yang berjaya menarik seramai 3000 orang sepanjang pementasan itu diadakan selama dua hari berturut-turut. 

Practice Teater

    We're like a family here in Pentas Digma. We trained together , every night and we all put a lot of effort on it. But too bad, theater "Tanah" have been postpone to Next semester. It's a devastated news but we took it maturely and never gave up on it. I really missed the day we had soo much fun practicing and memorizing the dialogs. Its okay, This semester we're going to present a new theater which is "Gelanggang Tuk Wali". It is a nice theater btw. We gathered with all the talented people. The theater Coming soon on 23rd and 24th of Feb. Our director Hilmi asked us too memorize the script after Chinese New Year. DAAAAMMNN, and he asked me to search YOUTUBE about how the "wartawan" speak like.... SIGH! For now , I'm not that busy but surely after Chinese New Year we're all gonna be totally busy with activities and quizzes and Test as well. This semester we will try our best and practice well.  Good Luck to me and friends. Memorizing the script while studying. I guess sooo

Perfect Nightmare

Sometimes we fight

Sometimes I cry

Why dont I just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should but

Sometimes I dont

Build up the strength to say that its wrong

Sometimes I hate sometimes I love

Sometimes I hurtsometimes I dont

Sometimes I wait for him to change

But its okay I just got to pay (yeah)

And I dont ever wanna leave em' alone

They say im brain washed but im in love with this man (yeahhh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way

But if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Sometimes I keep it cool

Sometimes I let 'em knowsometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe

Sometimes I really dont

Sometimes I promise that im ready to let 'em gooobut I dont ever wanna leave 'em alone

They say im brain washedbut im in love with this man (ooooh)

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way but if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)

Hopin' hes changing but im scared hes not cant see a way to leave himhe open'd my eyesand i..

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream